Temptations

When we look at life we are a drop in the ocean looking at water around us. But when time passes we look at things from a bird's view. And any good you did will be remembered. And any bad you did will be remembered. 

What makes the difference is your intention.

The amount of evil in us as humans is unlimited. And to get yourself to do good is much more difficult than doing evil. That's us. Humans.

Therefore we should never forget the tenets of right and wrong. Because that's also human. If we had no good in us we'd be animals. And for some reason we're not.

Therefore we must accept what we can't change, change what we need to, and find the balance of the self. The middle self that controls everything. And set the boundaries, for this new self.

Temptations are cigarettes and heroin and chocolate and women and men 

Some things fall prey to human obsession, other people do as well. And the biggest sin against yourself isn't pride. It's obsessing. Because pride is a sort of obsession but with the self. But obsession can be with with anything. And the biggest sin ever is to let your mind get hijacked by someone or something.

Temptations are all embodied in me. My skin my hair my eyes are temptations. And my pinky could be a temptation. And my body covered head to toe in black can be a temptation, my scent, my heels. Oh yeah, that's why they used to burry me. So all these temptations wouldn't bring dishonor to my family. 

But nobody is going to burry me today! I will not put a tent and go around like a walking grave. I am life at its full. I dug myself out and I have a shovel in my hand. 

I will bash the heads of those who try to take that away from me. I earned my freedom by fighting my struggle and every one of us has a struggle. 

When time passes the picture is clearer. And all the dust has settled down. You can close your eyes and look.